Monday, December 28, 2009

断点-张敬轩

静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸
不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的
蜜语甜言

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

:+:------闷哦------:+:

闷哦。。看戏都闷。。还有谁有新的戏看哦?存在pdrive给我咯。。我也可以顺便拿给她看咯。。傻婆。。。知道你很闷的。。你要什么都可以跟我讲哦。。。要我也没问题。。哈哈。。我爱你,爱着你,就像老鼠爱大米~.~“。。闷。。。但我会一直陪着你。。。到多久都可以。。。

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

呆了。。。


现在我是怎样。。自己都不懂。。还想问人,真的好傻哦!到底我的决定。。和我许下的承诺。。是不是对的?我真的开始觉得撑不下去了。。。。。到底还有多久。。我的那么一个小愿望才能够实现?时间。。我已开始没有了。。。越来越少。。我依然呆在起点。。。还能干嘛?我已经没得选择。。。我许下的承诺绑着我了。。但我是自愿的。。。没怪你。。只怪我自己太迟才懂爱你那么多。。我真的好想回去以前。。。跟你一起。。但永远不可能了。。。你也变了好多。。我还能说什么。。都是自己造成的。。我的心。。在以前早就碎了。。是你让它慢慢复合的。。我的伤心,快乐,生气。。都是因为你。。。。。我只能继续选择等待。。。。等到你对我说。。你真的很恨我让你每次都不开心。。我就会离开你了。。如果我真的离开。。不是因为放弃了。。是因为。。我这个傻子。。。怕你不开心。。。怕会阻碍你寻找你最想要的幸福。。你最想要的一切。。。。。


这些还是我最重要的承诺:
1)我会对你好直到永远..
2)如果我等不到你..我再也不会去跟其他的女孩一起..
3)只要能让你开心,我都愿意..
4)我只是属于你一个人的..

Monday, December 7, 2009

Aiyo Eh YA..


Swt Lo..Ben Lai wan giv u suprise de...but i sked too long jor tiam...better terus gv u the present lu...y u say lik tat d...cant answer me wa...lol...me pun takut o...but if nt can how leh...i nt rili so wan de bah...bside u..other girl = no nid la...haha...wit u...how i oso wan o...=="..tawau dam boring de...if nt u oso wont jux stay at hum lu...dono when u jux out wiit me leh...i man man wait ...coz..i oso dono whr to go o...boring dao shi...i knw wat u thinking le o.....hope i nt wrong and its true lu.... :P....u very very very very important important important important important important important important important important important important important important important important important FOR ME de ITU!! :P...Miss YOU SO MUCH AHHHHHHHH...T.T"""""""""

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

YeRRRrrrr...

YeRRrr.....so misss u tiam...how LEH?..Aiyo EhYA...i nid save money ...later tak cukup o...chamZzz...ben lai plan go K.k de...but got feel tak wan go jor...swt...wat happen leh....mayb wan wit u together pass christmas bah...wahahaha....sot2.............hope u at thr got miss me ah....wait u b...i giv u a present...hope u like lu.......together gambateh !!!...GOGOGOG....DotA not My Life~..SmiLe Baru Is My Life~

nO SmiLe nO ParTy~*

Saturday, November 28, 2009

haha............not laugh thn wat can i do....haix...

今早玩Facebook试了自己的运气。。哇99%。。吓到一下。。。还以为今天会很好运的,真的很闷。。。一天都在家真的闷死我。。慢慢顶。。终于到了五点。。。哈哈。。一天都看到她上网。。。想到很像两天了没跟她聊天了。。很想她哦。。。找她聊下她去亚庇的东西。。好过没话题。。跟她聊下聊下。。。突然有些事弄到又要吵架了。。我又傻傻去弄她生气。。问了某些事过后。。觉得她很像要生气了。。答了她后就off了。。突然收到她的信息。。唉。。你不是不值得我爱。。我知道你不想这样讲的。。没关系。。我懂。。。我宁愿一直这样。。等你。。不管会怎样。。哈哈。。想你。。我一直还在等待。。不论你怎样对我。。都没关系。。我不懂。。还能怎样。。我很傻。。是吗?没差。。没了你。。我会变得比现在或以前更差。。。。对不起哦。。。。一直酱。。。我没心的。。。如果能。。。我真的不想让你不开心。。。

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

AiKssSS?

now is how de...our relation....myself oso dint sure..all thing come so suddenly n change so suddenly...i dono how to face it o...i scare...b4 de thing will happen again.....SA PO...i reli jux wan u happy de o...no matter how....u dn wan me i pun ntg de.....lol......no la.....i jux will dam regret + unhapi lu....but nt ur fault ya..is me lu...dono how to let u stay wit me..from b4 til now....i hate the feel oso...Wuuuuu...sory ya..for wat i have done b4........^^....i jux a vry normal d ppl.....but...i jux wil love u d ....:P....k la....gud luck + take k yaAAAA

Friday, November 6, 2009

HaIzzz....

AiKs....suddenly hear a news...cousin's dad 过身le....walao....from a good mood thn bcome dam sohai bad mood...so suddenly....haix...dam scary....everything will happen whenever in watever place...u don wil knw when u dead.....tml work lagi...dono he got come ma...if come le..oso dono wat to say wit him tiam..hope him don sad le o......i think if me...i will dam sad lu...even i knw every1 hv to go......nub o........y every1 muz dead d leh?hmm....no reason....i jux hope...tat my love..wil forever safe.....even gt thg...oso i hlp her 挡掉..gt thg...oso happen at me saja o!!don happen at her A...god...pls promise wit me.........thx.....

Monday, October 19, 2009

sO tireD..

Juz b from k.k...so tired....everyday late slp early wake...lucky last day slp so long....so miss u at thr....but..cnt find dao u tiam.....tat day go walk 1borneo...lol...kip thiinking can buy wat to u leh...nasib at last think dao le...but i stil buy wrong =.="...ish....y me so stupid d leh....aiyoyoyo....so fan o....at airport...stupid flight delay 2 hours..and late fly b...6pm++ jux arive tawau...dam slpy n tired....cnt stop missing u....how leh.......cham.....guud luck to every one...time to continue my boring life tat without u...dam bored + unhapi!

Friday, October 9, 2009

Now Is WaT?...HaiX..

now de u...thinknig wat....can tell me?..u knw wat i feel de now....shit feel....the feel lik b4....HAIX...STOP THE QUARREL...me cant tahan soon....izzit tat wat u wan?...i dono u...chg num to hide from me...don let me to find u....but...u nvr told me....u stil wan me o not...i jux nid the answer...the 1 answer....now my answer is..i cnt giv up u...lik b4 the other post i write...i cnt lost u...u knw?let them scold me stupid...or wat....i don care...but...y u wan do til lik tiz...can etll me sumthing?hao no u cant...u knw.....ya...tat is the answer......Me tiz stupiak...cannot no u...ok?so lnog edi...til nw....u stil angry me...i dono wat to do le...even i owez lik tiz....but..can u reply me?don jux hide frm me....i dono shud angry or nt...haix...u knw i wont angry u...but jux let u angry me...is ok...now de me...feel sux and dissapointed...mayb....u hate me le...i dono....kip disturbing u...SOry...but..can tell me sumthing?...haizz..

Sunday, September 20, 2009

funny..........


at the last.....i am the nid time for our relationship.....funny .......is me say wont feel stress or wtf....all oso is me........i dono wat happen le....my heart....very pain.......u knw ma?i try n try n try n try ! to make v 2 feeel hapi....but look like i failed.........so i sms u n tel u....i cnt le.....reli tired le.......i knw i cnt reli put down all the thg......i rili love u so much xia....even..i do many thg.....but i dint get anythg frm u..i feel nvm...is ok...coz...i nt vry care abt those...i jux wan u hapi d....but now.....bcome lik tiz..............sory....nt ur fault.....is me....all the probs start bcoz of me.....i knw i shud nt be wit u.....i cnt do wat i promised myself...n now.....i dint realise....it make me so tired.....so ...now....let we single.....for sumtimes bah.....i wil nt smile so muchh =)...n i will bcome mor cold in everytimes.....n another thg....don forgt wat u promise me o....u mux take urself gud gud a....n mux hapi everyday o.....^^....gambateh in basketball n in ur life.......Take Care....n Sorry so much....for wat i did n wat i do at b4 tat make u unhapi.....i love u....and..i will wait u....u can just get me back like a doll for anytimes....coz....my hearts n brain n my body...oredi bcome urs...=)...n i dn wan the 1 most important for me...unhapi.....dear....give me sumtimes......ThXxx....if can...............

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Confuse..

























dono wat happen...i feel so dissapointed of everything....mayb..all is my problems make de gua...dono la.....haizz.....all thing oso make me so fan......wat the f is happening?
now everyday after wake...dam tired...wat make again...i though tat i have slp enuf d..mayb kip dream everynite make me lik tat...?almost everynite oso dream...so horror...n...u dint wan k me jor...so sad xia...kip think abt u......out frm plkn til nw.....1 week++ le...stil so tired...wat happen.......i rili confuse abt wat i'm doing...so fan n so hate...without u...i wat oso cnt do..i feel it is true......
miss all my fren tat at other place study...hope they come b lo...mayb my mood will chg good for a times?haha....hope ur guys dint forgt me...=_=...even i stil dono wat to do n whr to go in my future.....work or study?stay at tawau or just leave here?huh?...i dono...so if meet me don ask me abt those thing...it wil let me mor fan...i got sum private reason tat i wan stay at tawau...if ur guys dono...pls don ask...ur guys dono how i feel...sumtimes i play wit u all..nt means...tat i am happi...i smile so much..doesn't means i rili feel hapi...coz i dn wan show my sohai fcking sad face to my fren...but..pls...if rili c i no mood or sad...jux leave me alone..its better for me..don say anythg to ask me listen or folo wat ur guys call...in my life..i jux wil listen to 1 people...nt my parents...jux her......mayb i'm so stupiak....but i feel it worth for me...no matter wat happen...i jux wan single...if she give up all our relatioship..bside her..i dn wan chase other..lol...so now...lets gambateh together in our life^^

Haozhi91@hotmail.com

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

WateveR Lu...T.T..


很想很想你哦。。差不多一个多月没看到你了。。。在那里做什么都在想着你。。吃饭啊。。冲凉。。还有其他。。哈哈。。我是不是傻傻啊?好想每天都看到你哦。。。哈哈。。

我懂就算我付出的多。。也不一定会有收获。。但我真的无所谓。。就算再付出,我都撑得住。。。可是如果不开心的是你。。我会更难过。。相信吗?哈哈。。。不管啦。。我只是知道现在的我很开心。。因为有你在。。。。我不知以后会怎样。。但我能保证的是。。我永远不会变心。。哈哈。。。~最爱你的人是我~你怎么舍得我难过~。。。所以叻,你不开心。。我就更不开心。。每天一定要笑笑哦。。

希望我们两个永远都那样的珍惜对方。。和希望你每天开开心心。。=D

Saturday, June 13, 2009

暂时消失。。

星期二可能就要离开了哦,一离开就酱久==。。昨晚跟朋友说了。。大家都很不开心下,因为我走了又少了人上网聊天,喝茶。。。原来我那么重要的啊?哈哈。。最近才做决定的哦。。对不起咯。。很快回的吧?又不是去哪里。。xD。。

不舍得下我的三个好朋友,勉荣,阿立和阿康=="。。超对不起他们。。本来答应了跟他们其中两个组队参加18岁公开的。。。还计划了久下。。但我却不能了==。。今天星期六哦。。本来你们讲今天回的。。但改去明天了。。。勉荣不要觉得对不起我啦。。等我回来再陪我喝茶啦。。哈哈。。还有我们四个讲好了要找一天一起去玩的。。等年尾啦如果可以的话。。你们三个在那里酱久了还好不好哦。。阿立有没有肥了?一起去打球一定很爽,哈哈。。我不在的这段时间。。你们一定要还是好朋友哦。。也希望我回来时我们四个还是酱好。。学下勉荣每次对我们讲的东西。。dont miss me too much ah...哈哈。。我们永远都是好朋友。。FeiDai。。不要学上次每一天都没心情哦。。回来再跟你的Viper 1 on 1。。



其实最不舍得的人。。还是你。。你也在那里打球还没回。。不懂我走之前能不能看到你叻?记得上次我讲要走之前。。你告诉我说会等我,叫我不要想太多。。但这次真的走。。你还会对我那样说吗。。。。也许不会了吧。。不懂。。我没告诉你我离开。。。我怕会烦到你。。而且明天你回。。一定很累和不想人烦吧。。我突然决定去并不是放弃了你。。。你也懂的。。跟上次一样。。。希望你会等咯。。可能那时已经有其他人在你身边了。。哈哈。。。。我最开心的是那时差不多每天我都能看见你。。我宁愿不跟朋友一起。。也要看下你。。lol。。我最不开心的时候,是那时你对我说。。是我每次都让你很不开心。。。对不起。。我真的很蠢不懂得让你开心。。。你真的让我改变了很多很多。。。你一定要好好照顾自己哦。。喝多点水。。不要再生病了哦。。。在你的篮球上也加油哦。。GaMbaTeH!

希望你天天开心。。。:D

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

我的心..


很久很久了...我依然不愿放弃你...因为我知道我不能失去你.....如果你真的走了..我想我会崩溃吧...真的不想体会那个感觉...我真的改变了很多.......你难道不觉得吗?

平常很坚强的我竟然会为了你留眼泪...我不懂为什么...或许我真的很软弱...
我有的真的不多..但我会把你要的都给你.....我想你开心...
可能以前真的是我不懂得珍惜你...可是我爱你的心...没变过................
那天你对我说..你还喜欢我...但不想一起先....我懂...我等....但现在你说你只想单身.....是不是我又做错了什么........对不起....
我觉得...我对你来说...好像不再重要了...从那天回来...你变了好多..我真的好怕你会离开我...或许是你对我的感觉淡了吧...还是其他原因...我不懂...也不想懂.....
人是不是要到失去了最重要的东西....才懂得珍惜和后悔呢..?原来我真的不能没有你...


我对自己说过的...
1)我会对你好直到永远...
2)如果我等不到你...我再也不会去跟其他的女孩一起....
3)只要能让你开心,我都愿意...
4)我只是属于你一个人的....














"我的错-b.a.d"
"能不能够再给机会好好爱你,会仔细聆听 你对一言一语,会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心,对你好好去珍惜 请你相信心还是爱你"




不想再写了...真的很不开心.....真的很想你...
到现在还是深深的爱着你...............