funny..........

at the last.....i am the nid time for our relationship.....funny .......is me say wont feel stress or wtf....all oso is me........i dono wat happen le....my heart....very pain.......u knw ma?i try n try n try n try ! to make v 2 feeel hapi....but look like i failed.........so i sms u n tel u....i cnt le.....reli tired le.......i knw i cnt reli put down all the thg......i rili love u so much xia....even..i do many thg.....but i dint get anythg frm u..i feel nvm...is ok...coz...i nt vry care abt those...i jux wan u hapi d....but now.....bcome lik tiz..............sory....nt ur fault.....is me....all the probs start bcoz of me.....i knw i shud nt be wit u.....i cnt do wat i promised myself...n now.....i dint realise....it make me so tired.....so ...now....let we single.....for sumtimes bah.....i wil nt smile so muchh =)...n i will bcome mor cold in everytimes.....n another thg....don forgt wat u promise me o....u mux take urself gud gud a....n mux hapi everyday o.....^^....gambateh in basketball n in ur life.......Take Care....n Sorry so much....for wat i did n wat i do at b4 tat make u unhapi.....i love u....and..i will wait u....u can just get me back like a doll for anytimes....coz....my hearts n brain n my body...oredi bcome urs...=)...n i dn wan the 1 most important for me...unhapi.....dear....give me sumtimes......ThXxx....if can...............

Confuse..

dono wat happen...i feel so dissapointed of everything....mayb..all is my problems make de gua...dono la.....haizz.....all thing oso make me so fan......wat the f is happening?

now everyday after wake...dam tired...wat make again...i though tat i have slp enuf d..mayb kip dream everynite make me lik tat...?almost everynite oso dream...so horror...n...u dint wan k me jor...so sad xia...kip think abt u......out frm plkn til nw.....1 week++ le...stil so tired...wat happen.......i rili confuse abt wat i'm doing...so fan n so hate...without u...i wat oso cnt do..i feel it is true......

miss all my fren tat at other place study...hope they come b lo...mayb my mood will chg good for a times?haha....hope ur guys dint forgt me...=_=...even i stil dono wat to do n whr to go in my future.....work or study?stay at tawau or just leave here?huh?...i dono...so if meet me don ask me abt those thing...it wil let me mor fan...i got sum private reason tat i wan stay at tawau...if ur guys dono...pls don ask...ur guys dono how i feel...sumtimes i play wit u all..nt means...tat i am happi...i smile so much..doesn't means i rili feel hapi...coz i dn wan show my sohai fcking sad face to my fren...but..pls...if rili c i no mood or sad...jux leave me alone..its better for me..don say anythg to ask me listen or folo wat ur guys call...in my life..i jux wil listen to 1 people...nt my parents...jux her......mayb i'm so stupiak....but i feel it worth for me...no matter wat happen...i jux wan single...if she give up all our relatioship..bside her..i dn wan chase other..lol...so now...lets gambateh together in our life^^

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